When Desire to love God with all my heart....But How should I do it?

This is what my Lord said in the book of  John 5:19-21

19 Jesus gave them this answer: “Very truly I tell you, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does.20For the Father loves the Son and shows him all he does. Yes, and he will show him even greater works than these, so that you will be amazed. 21For just as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, even so the Son gives life to whom he is pleased to give it.22Moreover, the Father judges no one, but has entrusted all judgment to the Son,23that all may honor the Son just as they honor the Father. Whoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father, who sent him.

After Gathering then what?

Many children of God from all over the world came together by intuition of a man called Pastor Dr.David Demian and asked us to understand about the season in this earth just to worship the Lord together from 14-16 September 2015. For other people I dared not guess but for me it was a wonderful period of time to worship the Lord especially on !6 September, my birthday, the date that the Lord allows me to come to this world. Born in the poor family, from the broken home, in the poorest province at that time, no hope just follow tradition of the village, either to become a farmer, or work in the police force or to become soldier, in the positive way of life, become a monk seeking the way to salvation of life, or the normal way of growing up to rob others by force, gangster first and become the enemy of good citizen the rest of the no meaningful life.

Went through life alone without proper family guided trying  through the path of life as many sinner do. My life take me to many places and eventually I come to know God who called me friend Jesus Christ.  Eventually I accept Him as my Lord and Savior at the time the fortune teller told me that my life will end even I do not know why I come to this world. God has the purpose for me.

Whatever happen in our lives is for us to learn and make us stronger. Our God has planned for our live on this planet earth. 

Luke 21:18  But not a hair on your head will be lost. 

Luke 21:19  By your endurance you will save your life. 

Luke 21:20  "When you see armies camped around Jerusalem, realize that the time is near for it to be destroyed. 

Luke 21:21  Then those of you in Judea should flee to the mountains. Those of you in Jerusalem should leave it. Those of you in the fields shouldn't go back into them. 

Luke 21:22  This will be a time of vengeance. Everything that is written about it will come true. 

Luke 21:23  "How horrible it will be for women who are pregnant or who are nursing babies in those days. Indeed, the land will suffer very hard times, and its people will be punished. 

Luke 21:24  Swords will cut them down, and they will be carried off into all nations as prisoners. Nations will trample Jerusalem until the times allowed for the nations to do this are over. 

Luke 21:25  "Miraculous signs will occur in the sun, moon, and stars. The nations of the earth will be deeply troubled and confused because of the roaring and tossing of the sea. 

Luke 21:26  People will faint as they fearfully wait for what will happen to the world. Indeed, the powers of the universe will be shaken. 

Luke 21:27  "Then people will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 

Luke 21:28  "When these things begin to happen, stand with confidence! The time when you will be set free is near." 

Even I know God is our Father in heaven I still have a barrier, dare not go to Him to ask Him to widen out my heart to fill more love for All Mankind, to love all mankind.To work because of I love Him and know that you are with me always as you promise.....   

Romans 5:1  For which reason, because we have righteousness through faith, let us be at peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ;

Father God, I am sitting here to punch down my letter to you with different thinking than before. Early day I was asked by someone to write to you but I thought that is just a way to process their teaching until lately when I know that you are God who want to communicate with me, of course the way you want. I have my courage to write and expected you will answer....I do not have this thought before....I have never felt this of your love before . I now like a little child holding your hand and walk with my Big Brother, my Lord Jesus Christ on the way through the lush-full garden and we have conversation about  " How to please you?" I know you can do all thing but I can not do anything with out you.

Eternal God, heavenly Father what I am trying to say that, I know you knew, but I do not thinking in the same way you want me to think. Lord Jesus said "I have spoken publicly for everyone to hear. I have always taught in synagogues or in the temple courtyard, where all the Jews gather. I haven't said anything in secret. 21  Why do you question me? Question those who heard what I said to them. They know what I've said." John 18:20

Those people did not understand Lord, sometimes misunderstood, things looking easy might action different ways. I even know that you can make things to glorify you and that in our word, and my word means " all thing" no limit, infinite but you know that I am in the finite world. I ma in it. I like to claim my Lord Jesus prays for His disciples.... That oh 17:6  "I made your name known to the people you gave me. They are from this world. They belonged to you, and you gave them to me. They did what you told them.
John 17:7-19
7.  Now they know that everything you gave me comes from you, 8  because I gave them the message that you gave me. They have accepted this message, and they know for sure that I came from you. They have believed that you sent me.

9  "I pray for them. I'm not praying for the world but for those you gave me, because they are yours. 10  Everything I have is yours, and everything you have is mine. I have been given glory by the people you have given me. 11  I won't be in the world much longer, but they are in the world, and I'm coming back to you. Holy Father, keep them safe by the power of your name, the name that you gave me, so that their unity may be like ours. 12  While I was with them, I kept them safe by the power of your name, the name that you gave me. I watched over them, and none of them, except one person, became lost. So Scripture came true. 13  "But now, Father, I'm coming back to you. I say these things while I'm still in the world so that they will have the same joy that I have.14  I have given them your message. But the world has hated them because they don't belong to the world any more than I belong to the world.15  I'm not asking you to take them out of the world but to protect them from the evil one. 16  They don't belong to the world any more than I belong to the world. 

17  "Use the truth to make them holy. Your words are truth. 18  I have sent them into the world the same way you sent me into the world. 19  I'm dedicating myself to this holy work I'm doing for them so that they, too, will use the truth to be holy. 

   I have strongly felt of your presence while we are at the "Dignity Kitchen" last Monday and the question I asked myself that the man of that heart for our human go to non-believer. We know that the heart of such love belong to a person and that person give us the cross and from the cross we know that He is God who die on that cross for us. When we talked we know Christianity as a religious...Are we represent God wrongly, God is love... you do not have to do thing to have His love. He is always love the sinners but he don't love sin. 

John 3:14  "As Moses lifted up the snake on a pole in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up. John 3:15  Then everyone who believes in him will have eternal life." 

John 3:16  God loved the world this way: He gave his only Son so that everyone who believes in him will not die but will have eternal life. John 3:17  God sent his Son into the world, not to condemn the world, but to save the world. 

We misunderstood this word of God "the Eternal life." Father God You can see we do not that smart I do not realize about this as well until this morning I found in the book of John that

John 17:3  This is eternal life: to know you [God the Father], the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you sent.